I’m embarrassed to say how long I’ve been writing my current novel. So I won’t.
One of the hardest decisions you’ll ever face in life is choosing whether to walk away or try harder. ~Zaid K. Abdelnour
Have you been writing the same novel for years too? Are you hanging in there?
I’m not ready to walk away. I can’t account for my decision—whether it’s sheer stubbornness or a small flicker of hope—but I know I will persevere. I still think it’s a good story. I still think the (internal) journey my character takes will speak to someone who has the same doubts and questions. My novels revolve around family. I believe in the beauty of family and the value of a loving unit. I love writing about families united and strengthened.
I’ve made a determination to silence the internal critics that shout, “No one will want to read this! You’re wasting your time!” I recommend you do that too. And once you do silence them, you’ll be able to hear that still, small voice telling you, “Push forward, my child. Keep writing.” Trust me, it’s true. Trust that still, small voice that is clinging to the tattered raft floating in your sea of doubt. Hang on!
“True success is overcoming the fear of being unsuccessful.” ~Paul Sweeney
Believe me, more than one successful author has taken years to write a novel. Check out this list. I’m sure you’ve heard of these writers.
So, I’ll keep on revising my novel. This, I believe, will be my final pass before I declare it ready to be shopped around. I’ve been writing and pondering this novel for years. First, I gave myself plenty of time to play around with learning a new genre. Then I wrote and rewrote. Now I’m revising and refining.
If I can hang in there, so can you. Write on!
I don’t know how my story will end, but nowhere in my text it will read, “I gave up.” ~Unknown